Ch.31 TT-TT

Green Emerald May 11, 2017 5:35 pm

Can I just say?
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How heartbreaking it was to read this chapter? Lucaon starts to avoid Kyon (Ryan warns Lucaon that if he (Lucaon) continues to interact with Kyon the way he is, Kyon will end up hurt.) So Lucaon, rather than explaining things to Kyon, cuts him off cold-turkey & starts to avoid him. He even has another servant take care of his quarters when Kyon was the one in charge before. Kyon tries to reach out to Lucaon and ask if he did anything to make him mad & Lucaon just dismisses the thought without a proper answer & asks Kyon to leave the office. Life in the mansion continues as it normally would, we follow Kyon as he goes about his daily duties, interacting with servants, reprimanding them where necessary, but it is left plain to see Lucaon's absence affect him.

Before reading the chapter I realized Kyon has never initiated a kiss (Lucaon hasn't either but he's the one that holds the reigns in their sexual relationship). Kyon bumps into Lucaon while he's carrying bed sheets into/out of the room, Kyon starts to apologize but notices Lucaon on the bed unbothered. Curious, since he has never seen a sleeping Lucaon, Kyon draws closer & our brave soul goes for a tender kiss.

We then follow Lucaon's version of that day, & I honestly felt bad for him on one occasion where we see the servants avoid any contact out of fear/intimidation. I realize Lucaon is alone in that mansion (minus the time he may spend with Ryan), & the feeling of emptiness dawns on me. We find that Lucaon is purposely avoiding Kyon when he spots him cleaning from a distance, turns his gaze & leaves the area, leaving a hurt & confused Kyon. No interaction. TT-TT

At the end of a busy day, Lucaon lays down on his bed & we catch up to the part where our brave Kyon goes for the kiss. Lucaon's eyes start to open, Kyon's already open eyes become larger in surprise. Lucaon starts to reach his hand to Kyon's cheek but Kyon draws away. There is no contact guys, not between hand to cheek or between lips TT-TT. Kyon is nervous/scared (he doesn't want the situation between them to get any worse), & he immediately leaves the room.
Lucaon is left staring at his bedroom ceiling.. & the chapter closes with his thinking, "I didn't tell you to leave"

So far the majority of what we've seen is Lucaon & Kyon interact with each other, to have a chapter such as this one where everything outside of their relationship is still a buzz inside of the mansion (interactions between servants, Ryan & Logan as jolly as ever) highlights the lack thereof between our star characters. Prepare a tissue for this one. I can only hope the next chapter proves to heal my broken heart & that of our beautiful pair.

Responses
    Ordinary person May 12, 2017 1:45 pm
    You're most welcome & thank you for your question~No reason to worry :3 You see, Kyon hadn't moved all of his stuff into the mansion when he started working there so that's what he was doing. Logan caught s... Green Emerald

    Ahhh i seee and no need to apologize bro! Thanks for the clarification tho!!! I almost die when I thought he was gonna leave! Hahhahahaha

    katohi May 13, 2017 12:52 pm

    OMG YOU'RE THE WATER TO MY OASIS HAHAHA THANK YOU VERY MUCH! NOW I UNDERSTAND CH.31