It’s so funny that nobody understands anything. The reason Taesung is reacting this way is because he doesn’t want to feed on Sooyoung’s negative masochist tendencies. He knows he’s a masochist, but one thing is to like pain to get pleasure out of it and different one is to want pain because you feel guilty about something, as self harm, and Taesung is not the one to cause physical pain in Sooyoung with that intention. He’s drawing a line so Sooyoung understands this. And we know that Sooyoung has the tendency of feeling responsible of everybody and their lost cousin. So, of course he will feel guilty about forcing himself on Taesung, because he didn’t do it to feel pleasure or pleasure Taesung, he did it as self harm. As long as Sooyoung doesn’t realize there’s a difference in being a masochist that seeks pleasure through pain and being a masochist as a self harm form, their relationship will never truly progress in the right direction. And Taesung realized this. He’s already reflected on this and doesn’t like harming Sooyoung unnecessarily if the purpose isn’t pleasure.
It’s so funny that nobody understands anything. The reason Taesung is reacting this way is because he doesn’t want to feed on Sooyoung’s negative masochist tendencies. He knows he’s a masochist, but one thing is to like pain to get pleasure out of it and different one is to want pain because you feel guilty about something, as self harm, and Taesung is not the one to cause physical pain in Sooyoung with that intention. He’s drawing a line so Sooyoung understands this. And we know that Sooyoung has the tendency of feeling responsible of everybody and their lost cousin. So, of course he will feel guilty about forcing himself on Taesung, because he didn’t do it to feel pleasure or pleasure Taesung, he did it as self harm. As long as Sooyoung doesn’t realize there’s a difference in being a masochist that seeks pleasure through pain and being a masochist as a self harm form, their relationship will never truly progress in the right direction. And Taesung realized this. He’s already reflected on this and doesn’t like harming Sooyoung unnecessarily if the purpose isn’t pleasure.