it’s going down in the next chapters, garon is literally so evil when i was reading the ...

thegoyle February 14, 2025 11:53 pm

it’s going down in the next chapters, garon is literally so evil when i was reading the novel i was honestly shocked at the things that he does. i still can’t bring myself to be okay with him being endgame, even if he somewhat gets better

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    eriwma February 15, 2025 12:03 am

    spoil me please

    thegoyle February 15, 2025 12:37 am
    spoil me please eriwma

    he tortures raonhiljo’s mother to try getting information out of her and gouges her eyes out and cuts her and etc. then he gets someone to make a children’s lullaby about the ways he tortured his mother to death, and spreads that song for children to sing, in the hopes that raonhiljo will hear it and come back with the imae.


    THEN he goes even more insane and orders for young boys with pale skin and long hair who resemble the imae to come to the forest, where he HUNTS and shoots them down in the most gruesome ways. (One of them literally had me sick to my stomach, he stripped one of the boys and shoved the shotgun up his backside and shot him).

    i cannot bring myself at all to be okay with him as ML.

    xorts February 15, 2025 1:01 am
    he tortures raonhiljo’s mother to try getting information out of her and gouges her eyes out and cuts her and etc. then he gets someone to make a children’s lullaby about the ways he tortured his mother to ... thegoyle

    Oh. That’s actually disturbing….like this ML is far from getting any sort of redemption. There’s no saving this dude and it’s crazy how he’s the end game. Ugh I can’t believe this story is one of those stories where there’s no good/happy ending.

    Fickett February 15, 2025 1:12 am
    he tortures raonhiljo’s mother to try getting information out of her and gouges her eyes out and cuts her and etc. then he gets someone to make a children’s lullaby about the ways he tortured his mother to ... thegoyle

    Wtf! Is this really where the story is heading?

    Bettle juiceeee February 15, 2025 1:15 am
    he tortures raonhiljo’s mother to try getting information out of her and gouges her eyes out and cuts her and etc. then he gets someone to make a children’s lullaby about the ways he tortured his mother to ... thegoyle

    Holy motherfucking shit..??? Wtf is that bro? That is... damn... like oh my... this is disturbing. I fear that the author needs help.

    MeloNelo3 February 15, 2025 4:10 am
    he tortures raonhiljo’s mother to try getting information out of her and gouges her eyes out and cuts her and etc. then he gets someone to make a children’s lullaby about the ways he tortured his mother to ... thegoyle

    the fuck? (⊙ ⊙)

    bichuknowimsexy February 15, 2025 4:49 am
    he tortures raonhiljo’s mother to try getting information out of her and gouges her eyes out and cuts her and etc. then he gets someone to make a children’s lullaby about the ways he tortured his mother to ... thegoyle

    It's crazy how some readers still prefers this asshole after reading all the abhorrent shit he's done

    Pathokinesis February 15, 2025 5:33 am
    It's crazy how some readers still prefers this asshole after reading all the abhorrent shit he's done bichuknowimsexy

    Spoiler: Because raon is not as good as everyone thinks (for me). Yes garon is poisoned and he knows it and he also know what is the antidote but he never asked for it. Why? Because it will kill the mc. On the other hand, raon is determined to find the antidote so he can have sex with mc without holding back. Mc got scared because of this.

    When garon is always dying he thought that mc and raon had sex but he reminded him not to do stupid (meaning give the antidote to raon) because he doesn’t want him to die :))

    Pathokinesis February 15, 2025 5:33 am
    Spoiler: Because raon is not as good as everyone thinks (for me). Yes garon is poisoned and he knows it and he also know what is the antidote but he never asked for it. Why? Because it will kill the mc. On the ... Pathokinesis

    Almost*

    This.Venerable.One February 15, 2025 5:44 am

    Wait... There's a NOVEL??? Where did you read it?!!?!?

    Pathokinesis February 15, 2025 5:54 am
    Wait... There's a NOVEL??? Where did you read it?!!?!? This.Venerable.One

    There is! Here https://readhive.org/series/61544/52/

    bichuknowimsexy February 15, 2025 7:26 am
    Spoiler: Because raon is not as good as everyone thinks (for me). Yes garon is poisoned and he knows it and he also know what is the antidote but he never asked for it. Why? Because it will kill the mc. On the ... Pathokinesis

    I haven't read the novel so I can't rlly judge much abt Raon, but considering everything Garon did to MC and everyone? He had it coming and only have himself to blame. Not asking for the antidote from MC just makes it the bare minimum and he deserve to suffer from the poison anyway lmao. And I already expected Raon's gonna be villainized at some point cuz the author has to find a way for readers to root for the toxic ML instead of the second ML lol.

    Pero que le vamos a hacer February 15, 2025 7:59 am
    Spoiler: Because raon is not as good as everyone thinks (for me). Yes garon is poisoned and he knows it and he also know what is the antidote but he never asked for it. Why? Because it will kill the mc. On the ... Pathokinesis

    So they're both pieces of shit and both deserve to die lol none of them is good enough to be end game and I'm sad this story is going for the same typical cliché of an ending

    Pero que le vamos a hacer February 15, 2025 8:01 am
    I haven't read the novel so I can't rlly judge much abt Raon, but considering everything Garon did to MC and everyone? He had it coming and only have himself to blame. Not asking for the antidote from MC just m... bichuknowimsexy

    For real, it's so stupid and predictable

    Pathokinesis February 15, 2025 8:13 am
    I haven't read the novel so I can't rlly judge much abt Raon, but considering everything Garon did to MC and everyone? He had it coming and only have himself to blame. Not asking for the antidote from MC just m... bichuknowimsexy

    Oh, just to be clear, I don’t like any of them for MC. :))

    Garon really is a bad guy, but if I had to choose between them, I’d prefer Garon. He loves MC so much. I’m not justifying him—that’s just how it was described in the novel.

    From the moment Raon was introduced, both here and in the novel, you can see that his intentions with MC were never pure. :)) That’s why I don’t like him either. :)) In the novel, whenever Raon and MC were together, he always wanted to be intimate even when MC wasn’t comfortable. MC had a habit of sleepwalking, remember? Raon got mad because he thought MC wanted to leave so badly, even though MC couldn’t remember anything about his sleepwalking. But when Garon and MC got back together, Garon never got mad. Instead, he walked beside him while he was sleepwalking to see where he always wanted to go. He guided him so he wouldn’t hurt himself or bump into a tree.

    Also, Garon didn’t intentionally kill MC’s mom—he didn’t know she was in that house. But still, it’s not okay and never will be. That’s why he spent the rest of his life making up for it.

    And Garon practically died in the novel. :)) He had no pulse, it was stated that he was no longer breathing, and then suddenly, he was alive again. The imae saved him because he fell in love with him.

    In the end, Garon spent most of his time taking care of the imae. :)) He was changing too—he never killed anyone because that’s what the imae wanted. He always followed the imae, took care of him, and more.

    Pero que le vamos a hacer February 15, 2025 8:22 am
    Oh, just to be clear, I don’t like any of them for MC. :)) Garon really is a bad guy, but if I had to choose between them, I’d prefer Garon. He loves MC so much. I’m not justifying him—that’s just ho... Pathokinesis

    Again, it's just predictable and delusional. It's like saying that if a cartel member or a mafia boss suddenly decide to "be good" even though they have tortured and killed so many innocent people for their own benefits it's nice and we should be happy for them. No lol, they still did a lot of harm and should pay for it, they shouldn't just suddenly be happy and "good"

    The story is predictable, boring and the same cliché as always. Really sad honestly

    Pathokinesis February 15, 2025 8:31 am
    Again, it's just predictable and delusional. It's like saying that if a cartel member or a mafia boss suddenly decide to "be good" even though they have tortured and killed so many innocent people for their own... Pero que le vamos a hacer

    That is why i said if i where to choose :)) because at the end of the day stories like this are built like that because they know people will still read it even tho we know what the ending is like.

    Pero que le vamos a hacer February 15, 2025 8:38 am
    That is why i said if i where to choose :)) because at the end of the day stories like this are built like that because they know people will still read it even tho we know what the ending is like. Pathokinesis

    It's heartbreaking honestly, especially because the art is good!! But yeah, I'll just drop it thank you for telling us the details

    thegoyle February 15, 2025 10:12 am
    Spoiler: Because raon is not as good as everyone thinks (for me). Yes garon is poisoned and he knows it and he also know what is the antidote but he never asked for it. Why? Because it will kill the mc. On the ... Pathokinesis

    the way you are putting it is out of context tho… raon didn’t know that the antidote is the horn and could kill mc. and to say that he only wants to sleep with mc is also not true, in the backstory of how they met it clearly shows that he has feelings towards mc but doesn’t wanna come off too strong, and when the village is burnt down and he finds out that mc survived he is relieved and wants to protect the imae and have a second chance to get closer.


    so to say he only wants sex from the imae crazy. he gave up his status and left everything behind to help mc escape from garon because he was in danger, then he gave mc a name knowing that would bond them for life and they would feel what the other does. he started life from scratch for the mc, and when he felt that the imae was unhappy with him he sent him on his way without further discussion.


    so in the end garon knew the antidote but didn’t want mc to die, raon DIDNT know the antidote and also obviously didn’t want mc to die.

    Pathokinesis February 15, 2025 4:10 pm
    the way you are putting it is out of context tho… raon didn’t know that the antidote is the horn and could kill mc. and to say that he only wants to sleep with mc is also not true, in the backstory of how t... thegoyle

    You do realize that both Garon and Raon want to possess MC, right? That’s why I don’t like either of them. To be clear, I’m not saying Raon is a bad guy—people think he’s good because he helps MC, but in reality, his reasons for wanting to be with MC are the same as Garon’s. What bothers me is that both of them force themselves on MC just to be intimate with him. :))

    From the moment Raon saw MC, he admitted he was physically attracted to him because of his sensual aura. That’s why he didn’t want to let go and kept doing things to make MC notice him. So how is he any different from Garon or Omurum (I forgot that mf’s name)? When MC was raped by Garon, what did Raon do? Instead of comforting MC, he forced himself on him out of jealousy. He cared for MC, but he also lusted after him. I know he regretted it, but really? Seeing the “boy covered in marks” and asking if he was forced—when he knew it was forced—and then doing the same thing himself? That was his first reaction? That’s the moment I really started to dislike him too.

    I know Raon would never let MC die. :)) But this story is full of "what ifs" and open to different interpretations. Raon is a very determined guy—he did everything just to get close to MC. So we’ll never really know what would have happened if he had known the horn was the antidote. :)) From the very start, he always showed his desire for MC—he was very vocal about it. And in my opinion, intimacy and sex have always been one of his reasons for wanting to be close to MC.

    And that’s what frustrates me about the story. It’s completely messed up. When I first read about Raon, I thought he would be different from Garon, at least when it came to being intimate. I know it sounds cliché, but I just wanted MC to experience real love—love that grows slowly, without someone constantly trying to control or own him. :))

    I’m not twisting anything—this is just how I see it. But I’m not ignoring Raon’s sacrifices either—I actually respect him for that part. I just want to make it clear again—I don’t want MC to end up with anyone because both of them are messed up. :))