Should I just.... Stop here?

ebbyemmy February 14, 2025 12:39 am

I'm so deeply in love with this at chapter 44 but I genuinely cannot handle if they fall apart, Jooha gets r*ped again, or if bad things just happen without any solace.
Like, legit the fact that I'm only halfway through is terrifying because they're SO happy rn which means things can only go horribly wrong. Seriously, I love Dooshik so much and him saying he'll destroy anyone who hurts them is nice and all but I legitimately will fall apart if Jooha gets stolen from the arms of the only person who treats him right and gets assaulted again he doesn't deserve any more pain

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    ebbyemmy February 14, 2025 12:40 am

    Like.... Fr, should I just make my own happy ending and stop here? I love the art sm and I love these two but I feel like imagining that nothing bad happens to them ever again will be better for my mental health

    ebbyemmy February 14, 2025 1:07 am
    Like.... Fr, should I just make my own happy ending and stop here? I love the art sm and I love these two but I feel like imagining that nothing bad happens to them ever again will be better for my mental healt... ebbyemmy

    problem solved, I skipped from ch44 to the side stories and it's like nothing bad happened, this is the ideal way to read this I think

    coffeedrinker February 15, 2025 1:02 am
    problem solved, I skipped from ch44 to the side stories and it's like nothing bad happened, this is the ideal way to read this I think ebbyemmy

    i strongly agree that skipping is probably the best choice.
    there’s some chapters towards the end that ruined the story to me bcus dooshik does some of the most horrific shit i’ve seen in a bl and it absolutely ruined his character for me. (i don’t even recommend looking out of curiosity)

    ebbyemmy February 16, 2025 7:07 pm
    i strongly agree that skipping is probably the best choice.there’s some chapters towards the end that ruined the story to me bcus dooshik does some of the most horrific shit i’ve seen in a bl and it absolut... coffeedrinker

    Noooooo omg not Dooshik I thought he was safe from doing bad shit :"( but the most horrific you've seen in bl is a lot cause there's some fucked up shit in bls :"""") I'm def curious but I'll take your advice bc where I stand rn he's been nothing but sweet to Jooha and I like that version

    coffeedrinker February 16, 2025 7:12 pm
    Noooooo omg not Dooshik I thought he was safe from doing bad shit :"( but the most horrific you've seen in bl is a lot cause there's some fucked up shit in bls :"""") I'm def curious but I'll take your advice ... ebbyemmy

    I’ll at least let you know he doesn’t do anything bad to Jooha at least! The people he does it to are horrible ppl (Not Pilwon tho), but it’s still like… yeah. Brutal.

    ebbyemmy February 17, 2025 1:14 am
    I’ll at least let you know he doesn’t do anything bad to Jooha at least! The people he does it to are horrible ppl (Not Pilwon tho), but it’s still like… yeah. Brutal. coffeedrinker

    Ohhhh thank god thank you for letting me know that much