now that i went back and reread the comic from the chapter when jaekyung begins having turmoil about how he treated dan when it came to the whole spray incident and how he was starting t experience an inkling of remorse for the way he went about it, i feel like the author hasn't yet really bridged how jaekyung should feel remorse about that, and about what ended up causing dan to leave, but how he should also feel remorse, and even SHAME about how he treated dan every time he had a sexual encounter with him. because it was downright callous how he would constantly discard him after he had his way with him (like that memory dan thought up about how he had felt sick before having sex and how he didn't feel like he had a right to deny jaekyun sex (consent given while feeling pressured, guilt-tripped into, or not enthusiastically given=unconsensual. period.)) and still expected him to take it and even be dedicated/loyal to him for how "useful" dan was in his road towards success.
how could dan not feel used in such an imbalanced relationship(/situationship)?
now that i went back and reread the comic from the chapter when jaekyung begins having turmoil about how he treated dan when it came to the whole spray incident and how he was starting t experience an inkling of remorse for the way he went about it, i feel like the author hasn't yet really bridged how jaekyung should feel remorse about that, and about what ended up causing dan to leave, but how he should also feel remorse, and even SHAME about how he treated dan every time he had a sexual encounter with him. because it was downright callous how he would constantly discard him after he had his way with him (like that memory dan thought up about how he had felt sick before having sex and how he didn't feel like he had a right to deny jaekyun sex (consent given while feeling pressured, guilt-tripped into, or not enthusiastically given=unconsensual. period.)) and still expected him to take it and even be dedicated/loyal to him for how "useful" dan was in his road towards success.
how could dan not feel used in such an imbalanced relationship(/situationship)?