First time seeing JJK bluff a lot. Like the man doesn't know how to emotionally connect wi...

First time seeing JJK bluff a lot. Like the man doesn't know how to emotionally connect with Dan, mainly because that's what he lacks the most, so he use the same arguments as always: "look at your arousal state, it's obvious you like having sex with me". He wants to go back to normal so much, for him and his career, but also wants to have Dan in his life. And at the same time we hear his inner thoughts: "if other people did this to me, I would kick them out", "I want to make him cry (...)", "I almost came when I just put it in". JJK's going the long way instead of just acknowledge Dan's more special to him than what he thought. Not even in love, just say he's especial or important. But the man's ego it's just so damn big he can't see beyond plain actions that he takes for granted: "he's rejecting me because he's playing hard to get/wants something" and nothing else. Not because bigger and important things involving Dan's life. That's what he's used to anyway. People always wanted something from him: money, fame, etc. And he gets something from them also. So Dan's, in his eyes, still a bit like them. Pretty sure when reality hits him, like when he realizes his feelings, it's gonna be wild. Like JJK's so damn raw than I'm sure he's going to be the same in love. His gaze is so intense right know. A bit of a brute also. But probably wants Dan to voice his feelings first. I don't see JJK confessing first, unless he blurt them out during sex or in an irrational state, but that's something I wish to see. I wasn't expecting any mayor progress from this chapter but it wasn't all bad. It was a different dynamic.

And really, JJK going down on Dan was something nobody expected today. And he did it without much thought or disagreement. He looked somewhat pleased with himself even if he did it to prove something (Dan enjoying sex with him) than to give Dan pleasure. But the man's starving lol

I guess he's gonna use sex as a method to convince him until he catch feelings.