Honestly I feel for the MC so much, I can relate to him a lot. I had this exact moment recently when I stood up to my mom's abuse for the first time (-which I have trauma from since I was a child till even now when I live by myself), it was a very hard thing to do no matter how angry you are or how bad you want to fight back or so on.. it's like there is a snake wrapped around your throat with uncontrollable tears flowing like a river down your face.., and tho it's still hard to stand up for myself everytime because trauma is trauma -yet so it's a bit easier now, and honestly even tho that first step gave me a panic attack at the end but at the same time it game me a breath of fresh air finally :) . Anyway sorry for ranting xd. I'm so proud of MC for finally trying to overcome his trauma AND the Author is amazing for making it so real that I could even feel those emotions with the MC and was reminded of myself /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ♡
Honestly I feel for the MC so much, I can relate to him a lot. I had this exact moment recently when I stood up to my mom's abuse for the first time (-which I have trauma from since I was a child till even now when I live by myself), it was a very hard thing to do no matter how angry you are or how bad you want to fight back or so on.. it's like there is a snake wrapped around your throat with uncontrollable tears flowing like a river down your face.., and tho it's still hard to stand up for myself everytime because trauma is trauma -yet so it's a bit easier now, and honestly even tho that first step gave me a panic attack at the end but at the same time it game me a breath of fresh air finally :) . Anyway sorry for ranting xd. I'm so proud of MC for finally trying to overcome his trauma AND the Author is amazing for making it so real that I could even feel those emotions with the MC and was reminded of myself /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ♡