
I think he dated other people but as you know, he's such a stunner and so sexually active. When you're in an extreme unrequited love with someone, you either lose interest in being sexually involved with anyone but their crush or you go the other way and sleep with other people to dull the crushing pain of never having your crush ever look at you or love you realistically. Like the seme said "I'm in a relationship with YOU now" clearly for him, others meant nothing in front of the one whe truly desired. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ I totally feel you though.

It's like ive had crush on people but it didn't mean that I wasn't interested in sex. Even though I couldn't date that person, it was my situation that made me a virgin until 27. But it just irks me that everytime it's the uke with the crush who remains a virgin and the seme with the crush doesn't do celibacy. I've seen semes who do remain virgins for their crush but they are soooo scarce.

I totally get you lol I'm the same way. Although I finally am attracted to someone sexualky and it is ruining my life hahaha fuck I want to go back when I crushed on people normally... it is so fucking wild ngl XD your brain completely changes and shuts down.
I see what you mean ofc. It is heartbreaking...but it is what it is. You fall in love with someone as a whole not for parts only like. Loving someone is accepting them as a whole. A positive sentiment in this situation was written by Taylor Swift (All the girls you loved before) changed my perspective on my lover having previous relatiospüs. (▰˘◡˘▰)

Actually haven't heard the song... gotta check it out lyrics.
Mangas are the one that actually changed my perspective on that one. I'm already an open minded person so it was not that much of a problem to begin with. But the funny thing is I wanted to find a long time lover first and then have sex for the first time. But I couldnt contain my horniness and thought meh whatever, it doesn't have to be a lover. And im not cheating on anybody either.
No what the fuck is this sweet shit (/TДT)/ I am too single for this kinda happiness. My heart is literally aching with envious joy. I am so miserable right now because of a guy I can never have ┗( T﹏T )┛ and look at these cuties having the best time loving each other like dumbos