I feel he realize his life had value

And now that (once that old life that he thought has no value) actually succeeded and one… what was his purpose now maybe he thought he had no purpose or wish it would have ended (tho im sure he would never allow it if he wasnt successful and even if perhaps he wasnt i dont feel like he would ever die as he realized what being loved was) seems he needed time to come to terms that he could start and choose his life and he had a life to to live and with someone he likes tho he has alot of making up to do or to be honest sont know if everyone is gonna come back lol