THANK YOUUUUUUU U GET IT!!!!!!! omg too many people hop onto toxic yaoi thinking its sunshine and rainbows like girl did u not read the sign lmao we’re all in this for the depravity and filth
I don't think the MC in any way is equal to what the ML is turning out to be
yeah! i did talk about how the ML is much more insane than the MC. MC likes to think he’s got a good head on his shoulders but is often a slave to his emotions while simultaneously not caring about anyone elses, and is extremely easily persuaded by worldly pleasures; while ML is sociopathic, psychotic, and just gets off on dominating—having something new and interesting to play around with. i didn’t really say that they’re both same level batshit crazy, it’s just that they’re both mentally disturbed to varying degrees
as a bonafide lover of toxic yaoi and manhwa this is done very tastefully. i love how you know this is a trainwreck waiting to happen, how both of them are deranged (one more than the other) and how great the characterization is. most people who dont like the characters are more often than not projecting their OWN morals onto the MC which does not play out well as a reader. his character is very much so consistent— you just need to pay attention to how much of an unreliable narrator he is in contrast to how his actions reflect his thoughts.
this story is not supposed to be romantic; that’s the point, if you paid more fucking attention lol