It felt like someone psychoanalyze me, dissected my major traumas into three individuals and made a story with them Honestly its been so long since I came across a fictional character that I share similarities with, never thought i would see a story where i did with so many characters. is so weird bc I have no empathy towards myself but seeing them, their trauma and their feelings and thinking they deserve so much when I could never think that abt myself make me feel sick
It's a beautiful story and everything felt so viceral and real. I spent most of the story thinking how their relationship felt like a manic episode, they're two broken people trying to feel smth together but all the time it felt like one day they'll wake up and everything would fall apart from underneath Meanwhile i couldnt stop being concerned abt the brother even before they showed his pov, the way that we see him as a villan, then its shown that MC was his anchor to sanity, that even though he never showed love he needed him even more than MC did and how he starts going insane bc it didn't matter what he did he will never be the first choice, not even of the person he "saved" and did everything for. I felt a lump on my throat everytime, I couldn't even feel anger towards him
I'm gonna spend the next hour questioning whether I should call a therapist or drown myself in fluff stories to cleanse myself from the agonizing feelings this story left me with lol
It felt like someone psychoanalyze me, dissected my major traumas into three individuals and made a story with them
Honestly its been so long since I came across a fictional character that I share similarities with, never thought i would see a story where i did with so many characters. is so weird bc I have no empathy towards myself but seeing them, their trauma and their feelings and thinking they deserve so much when I could never think that abt myself make me feel sick
It's a beautiful story and everything felt so viceral and real. I spent most of the story thinking how their relationship felt like a manic episode, they're two broken people trying to feel smth together but all the time it felt like one day they'll wake up and everything would fall apart from underneath
Meanwhile i couldnt stop being concerned abt the brother even before they showed his pov, the way that we see him as a villan, then its shown that MC was his anchor to sanity, that even though he never showed love he needed him even more than MC did and how he starts going insane bc it didn't matter what he did he will never be the first choice, not even of the person he "saved" and did everything for. I felt a lump on my throat everytime, I couldn't even feel anger towards him
I'm gonna spend the next hour questioning whether I should call a therapist or drown myself in fluff stories to cleanse myself from the agonizing feelings this story left me with lol