honestly my best bet is that hes experiencing some form of Stockholm syndrome. It’s not uncommon for victims to experience lingering guilt/attraction towards their abuser, especially if they dont have good coping skills.
Ohh right the titles says it
I am not surprised. The seme made his pewpew feels very good when they were on good terms. So, being reminded of the seme makes his pewpew seeks that feelings. Physiologic reactions are not very rationale. Uke is sane to know that the seme is bad news and avoiding him. It is proof that he does not think with his pewpew.
Did he just ...jerk off because of– NAHH bro he tweakin or somethin?? I thought all the feelings left is wanting to punch him, author-nim did him wrong bruh