have you tried
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/reverse_thinking/
(only a few chapters but the artist's other work may interest you)
or
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_heart_of_the_lotus/
or this author's works are more or less messy
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/
First read 4th chapter of this https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ringo_ki_kara_ochiru/
Then read https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boku_wa_ninkimono/
It's bully x bully and it's very fucked up
messy but still a great read (⊙…⊙ )
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zetsubou_ni_nake/
I love crazy
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hit_me/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_reason/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/after_killing_you/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sheep_s_mask/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/crazy_love/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_return_after_use/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/90_days_for_the_delicacy/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_man_s_night/
guys... please... i need yaoi... with messy plot or concept. like stalker x a really crazy person.
or maybe bully x bully
PLEASE LITERALLY ANYTHING CRAZY, IDC IF U THINK IT WILL MAKE ME UNCOMFORTABLE (no it will not dw) i read a stalker bl where the guy spits on his bf's drink, I'm fine with that. i like that, its funny lol PLEASE PLEASE messy sex is acceptable too
plot that does not need usage of brain is fine too, or plots that would leave me with brain damage.