I didnt plan to cry this much. I finished it in 2 days and oml, my eyes and face are completely swollen, my mum is wondering if i got dumped. The first half of them as kids was the hardest for me. I cant explain how much it affected me emotionally, i literally felt the torture they were feeling and the chapter estella left us, i cried sooo much to the point that i couldn't even see the screen anymore. After they grew up and the entire revenge planning occured, few things confused me coz i couldnt understand some of the stuff they were saying or doing, especially the part where fl managed to manipulate and turn people against each other (maybe coz i cant handle complicated things lmao), but thats not really an important segment for me coz im just here to see them uncles die the death they deserve, idc abt anything else.Then again in the end, chapter 87, i bawled my eyes out for an hour when that adorable lil estella comes and hugs fl again. When everything is done and estella can finally rest, it was a bittersweet feeling. Ik the execution could've been better and the changes in artstyle was annoying but i dont really care, this is one of the very few manhwas which felt so personal, it just made me really really emotional. The only thing im a bit unhappy abt is benya's change of cause. I couldn't believe when he said he didn't care for estella's death and revenge anymore, in the end he made it clear that he didnt kill them to avenge his sister but because revenge is what fl wanted. He made fl's goal his goal when it should've been his goal from the beginning. He considered his sister's pain as a past event not worth ruining their future. I get where he is coming from, he wanted fl to not turn evil and make revenge her whole life goal, but till the end, he killed them for fl and not for his sister and that made me really sad. But they still got what they wanted so im content. Im very weak to plot involving the loss of a dear one, i felt like i was in sasha's shoes, the vengence, the anger the sorrow, the thirst for revenge, i felt all of that on a personal level. Ugh my eyes still hurt, i feel kinda empty rn, i hope we get a side story and i hope sasha or Lethy any of them have a daughter and they name her estella. Thank you for taking your time in reading my tedtalk, ima go put some wark towel on my eyes to reduce the swelling, my head hurts.
I didnt plan to cry this much. I finished it in 2 days and oml, my eyes and face are completely swollen, my mum is wondering if i got dumped. The first half of them as kids was the hardest for me. I cant explain how much it affected me emotionally, i literally felt the torture they were feeling and the chapter estella left us, i cried sooo much to the point that i couldn't even see the screen anymore. After they grew up and the entire revenge planning occured, few things confused me coz i couldnt understand some of the stuff they were saying or doing, especially the part where fl managed to manipulate and turn people against each other (maybe coz i cant handle complicated things lmao), but thats not really an important segment for me coz im just here to see them uncles die the death they deserve, idc abt anything else.Then again in the end, chapter 87, i bawled my eyes out for an hour when that adorable lil estella comes and hugs fl again. When everything is done and estella can finally rest, it was a bittersweet feeling. Ik the execution could've been better and the changes in artstyle was annoying but i dont really care, this is one of the very few manhwas which felt so personal, it just made me really really emotional. The only thing im a bit unhappy abt is benya's change of cause. I couldn't believe when he said he didn't care for estella's death and revenge anymore, in the end he made it clear that he didnt kill them to avenge his sister but because revenge is what fl wanted. He made fl's goal his goal when it should've been his goal from the beginning. He considered his sister's pain as a past event not worth ruining their future. I get where he is coming from, he wanted fl to not turn evil and make revenge her whole life goal, but till the end, he killed them for fl and not for his sister and that made me really sad. But they still got what they wanted so im content. Im very weak to plot involving the loss of a dear one, i felt like i was in sasha's shoes, the vengence, the anger the sorrow, the thirst for revenge, i felt all of that on a personal level. Ugh my eyes still hurt, i feel kinda empty rn, i hope we get a side story and i hope sasha or Lethy any of them have a daughter and they name her estella. Thank you for taking your time in reading my tedtalk, ima go put some wark towel on my eyes to reduce the swelling, my head hurts.