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Not at all, that's the difference between fantasy and reality. In fiction you have none of the downsides, no one with real feeling is being hurt, you aren't physically or mentally hurt, you can stop whenever you want and forget about it, there's no smell, no taste, nothing disgusting to the touch, you don't have to clean afterwards, you don't have to deal with relationship stuff, you don't have to prepare, to be patient, no need to worry about people finding out or someone you don't like being present in fiction. Consent don't matter cause no one is real, characters will feel however you want them to feel and you have total control over the situation...
Reality is the exact opposite. That's why it's natural to like fantasizing about something but not actually want it in real life. I like imagining myself in post-apocalyptic worlds but I'd rather die than actually live in one.
Am I bad a person if I tell you all that this is my guilty pleasure but won't like it to happen to me in the real world? Do I need therapy?