
I dont wanna fight, just saying. You are a guy, have always fell in love with girls, but you got to know this one boy. Fell in love. Doesnt mean you are gay/bi. You dont love that person bc of their gender. And not like any other men interest you. You love the personality, not the gender…
Im someone who thought of myself as bi for a really long time, but as time passed, i came to realize i do not have any interest in others. So if i fall in love, it will be only one specific person, regardless of their gender.

Agree. TBH I just recently learned about these labels. Sometimes I would just look up why I'm not that into relationships since most of people my age are getting married and all that (I'm 30 y/o now). So I guess you just kinda find out as you grow older? I'm not sure about other people though. I can get emotionally attached to someone but I don't really get the urge to touch them (holding hands, hugs, etc.) and I dread the idea of me in a sexual act with another person, even if I like that person romantically. I can enjoy erotic contents, though. I haven't really been in a deep relationship if you know what I mean. Same with @Tomosen, I can fall in love with people's personalities and intellect rather than their aesthetics or gender. I once found myself attracted to a person of the same sex, mostly because I felt an emotional connection with that person, but I never really thought about getting physical, y'know? I hope that makes sense. I think it's also okay to explore if you really want to understand yourself more.

Oh my, we should form a club or something lol. Kidding aside, I know I'm an adult now but I don't think I've really fallen in love either. Sure I like spending time with them but I always end up cutting people off (most of the times, unintentional). I got myself a lover when I was in college, but it didn't last long. I guess I was just curious and when you're young you kind of want to try things that people your age do (nothing sexual tho). I've never been in another relationship after that. I've talked to a few people and had some crushes but in the end, I enjoy my own company the most. These days, only manga, anime, and Japanese series excite me. XD
Did I just overshare? Welp!
It's so satisfying to see ML grovel pwahaha. This is how redemption arc should be done. And I do hope he won't say he's straight after all that's happened. You're gay (or maybe bi) as fuck and there's nothing wrong about it.
The ex will prolly make an appearance soon!