Some of you might misunderstood that ilay got hard seeing tae cry... But that's not the fact... He was rather shocked seeing tae cry like this,so decided to jerk himself... He basically didn't want to hurt tae at least that day... He is basically feelingless but tae makes him weak, emotional... that's what he hates most... Remember when he said if he listened to his brain tae would have died 10 times...
Basically in this time he already loves tae but doesn't understand it,or doesn't want to admit it... That's it
Some of you might misunderstood that ilay got hard seeing tae cry... But that's not the fact... He was rather shocked seeing tae cry like this,so decided to jerk himself... He basically didn't want to hurt tae at least that day... He is basically feelingless but tae makes him weak, emotional... that's what he hates most... Remember when he said if he listened to his brain tae would have died 10 times...
Basically in this time he already loves tae but doesn't understand it,or doesn't want to admit it... That's it