I think the reason he had his little crash out is because he saw that Taeui’s feelings were hurt, and for the first time it affected his own feelings. He is started to realize that he is being affected by Taeui, but he isn’t too sure himself what is going on. So he went and dealt with it himself cause he couldn’t get himself to force him again, even though he usually wouldn’t care. And afterwards he was muttering to himself probably because he was considering killing Taeui to cut off these confusing feelings at the source, knowing his crazy ass. But once again he couldn’t do it, because of the his feelings towards him. That’s just my guess. Hate the bastard but i’m still somehow reading this
I think the reason he had his little crash out is because he saw that Taeui’s feelings were hurt, and for the first time it affected his own feelings. He is started to realize that he is being affected by Taeui, but he isn’t too sure himself what is going on. So he went and dealt with it himself cause he couldn’t get himself to force him again, even though he usually wouldn’t care. And afterwards he was muttering to himself probably because he was considering killing Taeui to cut off these confusing feelings at the source, knowing his crazy ass. But once again he couldn’t do it, because of the his feelings towards him. That’s just my guess. Hate the bastard but i’m still somehow reading this