As a stranger, I genuinely am so happy for you, hun.
Really
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Hesabımda 4 lira var ama olsun mutluyuz o bize yeter
this isn't the right place to vent, but let me tell u some advice. Just keep living the way you are right now, since u are satisfied then nothing else matters. As for why ur feeling this way, it might be a coping mechanism, if you've been suffering in the past and have been feeling depressed for so long, you get used to that miserable feeling, and get adapted to dealing with such situations as it has become familiar for u for a while, so when u unexpectedly start feeling better and ur surrounds change, ur brain might take a moment to get familiarized with this shift of feeling, so u may be wary and still have anxious thoughts, but after time you will be at ease of accepting it. So just do what you're doing but try to not think so much about it, stay positive like u are.
<3<3
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Aga burada bile bunu görmeyi asla beklemezdim AHSHAJHS Bizim olduğunu çaktırmayın rezil oluruz What a weird greek video damn
Dont be a pussy eat one
Okay I gotta get this off my chest... Ever since i was 12, i felt suicidal and couldnt enjoy life like i wanted to but these days, i dont even know why, but i feel so satisfied with my life and actually enjoy living???!!!!! I can finally feel my heart beating and feel so grateful to be able to experience every single moment on this earth. It feels like i am in love but im not and even though i cant feel romantic love like i used to, even though i know the world is getting worse day by day, i want to enjoy every second of it. Im so glad to know every person that entered my life, every pet i adopted and every stray animal i took care of. I love every breath i took on this earth. I love plants, i love the ocean, i love the mountains, i love the galaxies and i love the stars. I love every book i read and every movie i watched. Why would i not enjoy living if i still have so much to love?