Why was it good? All I can remember is heeso being shut out by the adults and only friend in his life. Taekyung wasnt forthcoming, kept him in the dark, he was treated like a kid and then suddenly wasnt. Very confusing for a stable person, imagine for someone w mental issues? And then, taekyung (very human this part, im not judging) was fed up and said all that shit he clearly regrets.
That was very traumatizing for me, couldnt stop crying. Why was it better? I repeat myself, sorry, I am unable to see why was it better
Exactly because of that, there were emotions and story, now it's just fucking and heeseo being a pos. Before it felt like reading a drama now it's more porn than anything else
But I cant see a different way for heeso to act, he was already very sexual then, imagine being a full adult now? The only thing he cares about is taekyung, and the only way he can be close. Its really twisted, its still rape, but in his mind is the only way. Besides I believe he made a deal w adoptive mom of taekyung or at least saw her killing je beom, or trying to silencing taekyung... I also maybe wrong
He used to act out of love and desperation and slept with taekyung because he liked him and now he's just raping him non stop, calls him a cumdump and ignores even his most basic wishes, he shows no real emotion or love towards taekyung, just lust and possessiveness. Heeseos character used to have depth now he feels flat and one dimensional
He acted that way and got him to a point where he tried to kill the one he loves and himself, he saw that way of acting got him nowhere, thats why the imprisonment, thats why the fear of knives, thats why he still got desperate when taekyung start cutting himself, i dont see a one dimensional char. His crime is rape and kidnap, besides that he still feels human and complex, he laughs and taekyung attempt for freedom, very wrong because he is the reason, but still an emotion. I can see why hed find taekyung very cute...
I just read the first few chapter again and I absolutely hate what the author did with the story, it was so good in the beginning and now it's just a total shit show