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How we feeling now?
I feel old and need tons of sleeping pills after that ride. Still wish for a side story of the bitch in Jichan's company who is obsessed him where he gets tortured. (〜￣△￣)〜
I'm not even gonna mark it as spoiler, it's already evident how Mido is such a trash person, lol, lol.
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I'm almost done reading this story, currently at Chapter 30, yet this manhwa makes me feel the saying "so close, yet so far". I read the the last five chapters of this because I was getting eager to see if it gets better, but man isn't everyone here is sick in the head and has psychological issues going on their head.
I don't want to invalidate Jichan for falling inlove with him despite being treated like a piece of trash or toy, you name it. He's very pitiful it makes me sick. But neither am I gonna invalidate Mido's feelings as well, if we are talking about his trauma and other side of his feelings (feeling betrayed and abandoned), after all he wasn't aware, he doesn't know. Jichan pushed him to runaway and that he would follow him soon after yet no Jichan came for him that time and was captured by bastards, that he burrow those feelings and grew resentment towards Jichan.
But his ideal revenge is something I can't easily let my eyes or conscience escape. I know Mido wouldn't simply come up with idea and growing resentment with that kind of revenge, it's more thereof resentment that he wants to capture and hold Jichan as his possession, lol. It's obviously his obsession with him. He didn't like the idea of Jichan growing apart from him, ever since he met him, nor idea of Jichan leaving him, it irks him to the core. The signs showed ever since he was a kid. That's why he went with that plan.
For Mido turning Jichan into a omega is never about the revenge, its about owning him and making him stay by his side, forever, this time. That's why he never asked or revealed himself immediately to Jichan, because he doesn't care. Foe him as long as he can make Jichan stay in his side he wouldn't have much problem.
So, fuck him, lol.
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Also, I hope second ML finds someone good to him. And the other bastard who is obsess with Jichan, I hope there will be a side story where he will get what he deserves, lolz.