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Nah Ilay's crazier. Among the three, he's the only one who was born insane while both Caesar and Zhenya turned out "bad" because of their childhoods. He also gets crazier as the story progresses but the manhwa isn't there yet... while Zhenya turns into [redacted] and becomes all lovey-dovey and Caesar will calm down.
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Yh that corpse part of Caesar is why I put ilay on top of the list. It just creeped me out. (At least ilay was just talk) I’ve read all the passion novels esp suite but haven’t read the other two yet. I’ve tried CA but the SA was so much worse in the novel. For me ilay is still greener (at least as green as he can manage lol) but that’s just my personal preference bcos he’s so down bad for taeui in the later novels
But considering childhood trauma, yh I agree with Caesar being the best cos at least he has reasons for his - whatever he is now. Zhenyas like ilay tho. No traumatic experiences. Kinda like isagi from blue lock. But zhenya scares me the most somehow. I think that’s cos he actually enjoys seeing despair on ppl/ animals while ilay is just apathetic
sometimes I don’t even know why I like these three. Like really even now I want to read abt ‘lovey dovey zhenya’ cos u mentioned it TT
among the big three-ilay zhenya caesar (like literally, the big three) i feel like ilay is a saint compared to the other two. im def gonna burn in hell cos i dont like them any less no matter what theyre doing