Spoiler
Back in school the MC got his buddies to gangrape ML and recorded it to blackmail him into more sexual abuse. His reason for it was because he had a (closeted)crush on him but ML had no interest in being around him, so he took insult to that wanted to put him in his place.
It goes on for a bit (it was mtl & i skimmed so i'm unsure how long) and then one day they just kinda lose interest and left him tied up with a vibrator at school until he was found by a janitor. And the the video got sent to his mother anyways.
MC somehow forgets he did all of this until the very end of the story, to which he basically admits defeat and takes everything that happened as his karma.
I don’t like the pain, but I’d love the humiliation that comes with being forced down. I have a weakness for pretty things, especially beautiful, seemingly weak men that are stronger than they look. If I can find myself a guy like in this Yaoi, I’ll be set for life.
And to be fair, the rapist didn’t actually strike first. Sure he roofeed the drink, but he didn’t actually punch or kick the victim first. I also have a massive thing for primal play—biting, just as in chapter 3 (I think).
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/18039878/
I got the MTL version here, I think you'll have to ask for a new link tho, the old ones expired.
https://lilyonthevalley.com/chapter/emp-chapter-1
And this one is the better translation, however you'll have to wait for updates as it's not fully translated yet
No cause i aint simping for this twink faced bitch what the actual fuck man that's a literal crime
And i need to know the real reason behind why he's doing this cause this is actually insane