I remember I put this down when Suyeon had found out Heesu's hoodie and things were going downhill because at the time I wasn't in a good place mentally to read the angst. I completely forgot about it until last night when I was reading Dash and made me remember a pretty and cute pink haired swimmer. So I reread the entire thing in one night (currently 4:31 am rip). I LOVED THIS. These kind of cute, big puppy, pretty tops that only look at their cat-like man are my absolute favorite genre, just look at my Woowon in my pfp.
And oh god, baby Heesu checks all of my boxes. At entire green forest, he was ALWAYS, literally, there for Suyeon. I don't have anything else to say about him he's perfect. Won gold metal for his man, knew when to step in and when to step out, thoughtful, patient, funny, cute, loyal and with a ginormous pink veiny dick. Kisses for him.
Now my favorite character Suyeon... I want him so bad and it breaks me that he's fictional, gay and that I would never be able to compete against a perfect partner like Heesu. I remember at the time I left this on hold people were so cruelly mean to him, calling him pathetic and an annoying crybaby. I think the author did a great job with Suyeon's character. His stage fright, his insecurity, his anxiety and his emotional sensitivity are all so dear and human to me. It really hit me when Heesu saw him for the first time that he could only play halfway and said that he used to pity him but now he looks up to him because even though he has so many struggles he keeps pursuing his passion. It really is so true. It made me tear up when he finally finished the song at the cafe. I also love so much that the author made Suyeon overcome his struggles by himself, while still supported by Heesu, instead of making him "get better with the power of love". Suyeon himself went to talk to Youngchan alone twice because he felt like he needed to end that story. Super proud that he never accepted his apology as well. Suyeon himself went to Seonjun's cafe many times trying to muster up the courage to talk to him and he apologised and explained his story by himself. He also decided himself to take up the chance to play in the cafe and practiced a lot alone. Suyeon stood up tall alone and made it so very single one of his sources of insecurity and anxieties became his strengths. He could always do it, he just needed one single person that could promise he would always be there and that was Heesu for him. I really think the author wrote it so beautifully. I love him so so much I want to eat him up. I will really miss them, I hope I can come back to read the side stories soon!!!
I remember I put this down when Suyeon had found out Heesu's hoodie and things were going downhill because at the time I wasn't in a good place mentally to read the angst. I completely forgot about it until last night when I was reading Dash and made me remember a pretty and cute pink haired swimmer. So I reread the entire thing in one night (currently 4:31 am rip).
I LOVED THIS. These kind of cute, big puppy, pretty tops that only look at their cat-like man are my absolute favorite genre, just look at my Woowon in my pfp.
And oh god, baby Heesu checks all of my boxes. At entire green forest, he was ALWAYS, literally, there for Suyeon. I don't have anything else to say about him he's perfect. Won gold metal for his man, knew when to step in and when to step out, thoughtful, patient, funny, cute, loyal and with a ginormous pink veiny dick. Kisses for him.
Now my favorite character Suyeon... I want him so bad and it breaks me that he's fictional, gay and that I would never be able to compete against a perfect partner like Heesu. I remember at the time I left this on hold people were so cruelly mean to him, calling him pathetic and an annoying crybaby. I think the author did a great job with Suyeon's character. His stage fright, his insecurity, his anxiety and his emotional sensitivity are all so dear and human to me. It really hit me when Heesu saw him for the first time that he could only play halfway and said that he used to pity him but now he looks up to him because even though he has so many struggles he keeps pursuing his passion. It really is so true. It made me tear up when he finally finished the song at the cafe. I also love so much that the author made Suyeon overcome his struggles by himself, while still supported by Heesu, instead of making him "get better with the power of love". Suyeon himself went to talk to Youngchan alone twice because he felt like he needed to end that story. Super proud that he never accepted his apology as well. Suyeon himself went to Seonjun's cafe many times trying to muster up the courage to talk to him and he apologised and explained his story by himself. He also decided himself to take up the chance to play in the cafe and practiced a lot alone. Suyeon stood up tall alone and made it so very single one of his sources of insecurity and anxieties became his strengths. He could always do it, he just needed one single person that could promise he would always be there and that was Heesu for him. I really think the author wrote it so beautifully. I love him so so much I want to eat him up.
I will really miss them, I hope I can come back to read the side stories soon!!!