May I suggest stop looking at this story with 'normal' perspective, both of them aren't even normal. MC is being eaten by guilt bc of his best friend's death, ML has psychopatic tendencies and can't be bothered if he hurts someone just because he can, both are flawed characters and if you take a moment and just look how LWY is trying to be normal, to try to understand CIB although he fails most of the time but he's doing it bc he wants to stay with him and with Inseob, I think he just doesn't want to move on and thinks he deserves to suffer by being with LWY with fhe guise of revenge but he actually likes him and still plans to continue the revenge even though there's no point in doing so. It's so complicated and that's why I like it.
May I suggest stop looking at this story with 'normal' perspective, both of them aren't even normal. MC is being eaten by guilt bc of his best friend's death, ML has psychopatic tendencies and can't be bothered if he hurts someone just because he can, both are flawed characters and if you take a moment and just look how LWY is trying to be normal, to try to understand CIB although he fails most of the time but he's doing it bc he wants to stay with him and with Inseob, I think he just doesn't want to move on and thinks he deserves to suffer by being with LWY with fhe guise of revenge but he actually likes him and still plans to continue the revenge even though there's no point in doing so. It's so complicated and that's why I like it.