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OH boy1 also had weird arm tattoos (straight black lines!) and his older brother who works as boy2’s bodyguard (and has an unrequited crush oh him). thank u!
Is it this?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dark_heaven/
contains racism, homophobia, xenophobia
YEESS!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!! i owe my firstborn to u
(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ again THANK UUUU!!!!!!!!!!
it was a korean manhwa thats around 80 chapters? it starts with two childhood friends cooking up a band when they were young and somewhat succeeding as they grew up (i think they were boyfriends too) until boy1 gets his hand crushed and cant play the guitar anymore. and he starts to spiral. boy2 tries to help but boy1 shuts him out and they break up! boy2 gets into drugs and screws random men while pretending theyre boy1. theres Sex. theres also an overarching plot that i completely forgot about. i think boy2 was adopted into a family whose little brother hates him and was behind everything? boy1 is asian and has parents that were homophonic but learnt to accept him towards the end? he also has (had?) long hair and wears nail polish?? the story is not presented in chronological order but they do make up in the end! sorry for the yap. trying to be detailed ><"