kinda conflicted…

ah… the art style is so beautiful; so everyone is so pretty. i don’t read the blurbs, so when i started this i was shocked to find out its omegaverse but stuck around because of how pretty the art is.

now i like the relationship between jiheon and wooju. for the most part they seem to have a mutual understanding of each other and their boundaries, until it gets to the smut. would it count as coercion?

as time when on, it seems like wooju is full aware of how jiheon operates? i forgot what chapter but wooju say ‘maybe he’s using jiheon as much as he’s using him’ when, cmiir, thinking about them doing it. especially in s2ch34 he tells jiheon he doesn’t have to make excuses, and to just outright ask him.

regardless the smut all dub-con and i just hate it. especially that whole knot smut chapter… absolutely not. that was just assault.

there are some unresolved plot points keeping me from dropping this: wtf happened to wooju as a kid, why jiheon’s mom seemingly hates him and what is sunjoon’s motives?

i’ve discerned that the person spying on wooju is working for him. in ch.5 he’s looking at a picture of jiheon and wooju, but the panel zooms in on jiheon. so was he getting close to wooju bc he has something for jiheon? he also met his mom in germany so is she connected in his weirdo behavior? i really wanna know.

the story isn’t bad, lorewise?.. the romance has been dead for me bc of the smut but the mc’s do have some endearing moments. i just hope all the dub-con stops and no further assault happens now since wooju told jiheon to just be upfront with him about wanting sex. i seriously wanna get to want i wanna know without being plagued with it every time they screw which is like every other chapter.

also i really want a side story of haesoo (jiheon cousin) and siyeon (wooju ex boss) they seem so cute!! i need more wlw omegaverse stories.