Responses
Well she is being realistic, she knows she isn't fit for being an empress. Plus knows they will receive so much backlash and she will have to deal with many people being against her constantly. She'll also have to change her whole life around to live in a completely different place than what she's used to which has been overwhelming her already. She is used to a more simple life where she is free to be herself and can talk to people normally without worrying about high society drama. Living in a strange new place that doesn't fit her, where she is all alone and only has the cp on her side, could end up being depressing even if she loves him.
just say yes if you truly like him, and just say no if you are not ready yet. damn why make your life hard? this is what you wish for but somehow you are running away like