the fact is to caesar leewon its everything his first love, relationship the only he cares the reason he's not living monotonously anymore, but he knows thats not the case with leewon he has a father who loves him hes social and creates bonds with everyone, above all his life doesnt revolves around caesar and doesnt prioritize their relationship, so to me caesar has developed an anxious attachment for the first time in his life and since he's mentally ill the only way he deals with that its constantly forcing his way on leewon to make him take what he's trying to give (love) but also forcing him to not have other option ( at this point its a bonus leewon also loves him).
Yeah I get it, but omg he needs a new brain to fix all the shitty synapses. If I were leewon I'd kill him, and that's not an exaggeration. He's literally raping him. It's so disturbing, yes I know it must be hard to express himself and he can only do that by hurting the other because that's what he knows. But there's no redemption for rape and assault no matter how wounded you are.
ik he's insane honestly but so far i still cant believe people think he's going to behave and stop being like a typical mafia boss being in love will not cure his plus 30 years of living hell his personality already formed, leewon staying with him give me chills i dont know how the author develops his feeling towards caesar in the novels but they remain together so thats all we gotta accept
cant believe im saying this... but caesar made a valid point here. leewon doesnt seem to fully understand how he loves him then he proceeds to show him that its different with him compared to how he was with others its not ok to force and raped him but thats his way how letting him know and experiment the way he coldly treated them since words dont get to leewon still...thats insane