I've been avoiding to see the manga for the past 2 years now since I didn't have the courage to finish it, I got attached to this series from the first time I've seen it. I may not be a musician and I don't rly know anything about it but the fact that Mafuyuu had someone they love and cherish die all of the sudden is related, I lost someone's important to me that I just thought I could live without a worry without having them around but when I actually lost the someone I didn't rly understand how much it's different when they're not around it was very hard I rly like rly miss them I don't rly know how I used to live anymore, it's so difficult their impulse in my life was everything I also own something from that person whenever I actually look at it or hold I'll found myself back again in that dark space where its just me crying all over again and repeting memories while closing my eyes. Sorry I rly might be dramatic but I don't get to express about this anytime I would it's just finishing this rly had me all emotionally again like I was going through the first day of his leaving I never rly thought of moving on it was like I'm betraying him like I'm leaving him all alone to be. When I actually saw this it just snapped on me to think Differently maybe like I need to see and meet people, trying making friends all over again but that'll be hard I haven't spoken to people that serious in about a year, so I actually tried and it wasn't easy I rly struggled it took about 8 months to finally be in a group where they actually helped me a lot I'm rly grateful without them I'll be here on my crying again yk even tho Mafuyuu wasn't rly making friends he was approached by Uenoyama i somehow got the idea of approaching ppl instead I somehow think it's like they sent a message to me , today I finished and holy fuck I feel like shit I'm crying all over again but this time I don't rly know for whom is it cuz of given had gave me of strength or like just my friend? Or is it cuz I got away and finally let go? I just love this, thank you
I've been avoiding to see the manga for the past 2 years now since I didn't have the courage to finish it, I got attached to this series from the first time I've seen it. I may not be a musician and I don't rly know anything about it but the fact that Mafuyuu had someone they love and cherish die all of the sudden is related, I lost someone's important to me that I just thought I could live without a worry without having them around but when I actually lost the someone I didn't rly understand how much it's different when they're not around it was very hard I rly like rly miss them I don't rly know how I used to live anymore, it's so difficult their impulse in my life was everything I also own something from that person whenever I actually look at it or hold I'll found myself back again in that dark space where its just me crying all over again and repeting memories while closing my eyes. Sorry I rly might be dramatic but I don't get to express about this anytime I would it's just finishing this rly had me all emotionally again like I was going through the first day of his leaving I never rly thought of moving on it was like I'm betraying him like I'm leaving him all alone to be. When I actually saw this it just snapped on me to think Differently maybe like I need to see and meet people, trying making friends all over again but that'll be hard I haven't spoken to people that serious in about a year, so I actually tried and it wasn't easy I rly struggled it took about 8 months to finally be in a group where they actually helped me a lot I'm rly grateful without them I'll be here on my crying again yk even tho Mafuyuu wasn't rly making friends he was approached by Uenoyama i somehow got the idea of approaching ppl instead I somehow think it's like they sent a message to me , today I finished and holy fuck I feel like shit I'm crying all over again but this time I don't rly know for whom is it cuz of given had gave me of strength or like just my friend? Or is it cuz I got away and finally let go? I just love this, thank you