RAWS

people deal with grief in several different ways, just because one is silent doesn’t mean one’s not suffering the grief of someones death, and i’m not surprised you said that cos he’s been sexually assaulted by other men and still did stuff with jake afterwards

Yeaah honestly it makes sense now that you say it

He was on stimulant drugs on that day. That's why he did it with Jake after the SA by those jerks. He was the first one shocked by what happened. It's not just how they are. As for what's coming, they reunite after longing for eachother for weeks/months. It's not just a way for Shin to cope with grief. Just reading the chapter you can tell how obsessed they are. When they're finally alone nothing else mattered. It's clearly an emotional and sensual reunion of two soulmates who tried to stay apart but failed miserably

i am fully aware and don’t care they asked a question and i answered