i still think about that series sometimes(and i’ve only read like 10 chapters lol) bc it’s just SO insane. i’ve never come across a story where a rapist has zero reasons for what he does and has absolutely no empathy whatsoever. usually there’s some backstory or something but nah. he’s just rape vibing. it’s mind boggling to me that it exists
I continued it and toward end they explain the seme backstory
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he actually did it to save the uke , the seme was raised by his gangster father to be emotionalless kill3r , he really killed his child emotions to make use of him , the seme never had anu desire until he saw the uke , and accepted the mission to infiltrate the rival gang , with the condition that his father let him have the uke as his prize , the seme never desired anything in life no toy even when he was force seperated from his mom be didn't feel anything , but he felt possisive over the uke , not love but he wanted him as his toy , in end the uke became drug addicted and he try to get of the drugs but the seme keep him addicted and tell him that he love him as trash of soceity and he wouldn't let him leave his side.
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that why I said those kinda stories are not rare in yaoi world , their another mangaka I remeber their name but not the manga name s/he also write some fk up stuff their name harada .
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