Yearning.

nekoski January 20, 2025 3:09 pm

“ WILL HE SHOW UP IF I WISH A HUNDRED TIMES?”

Okay this is totally unrelated to the manhwa. But its something im going through rn. I developed a crush on one of my friend’s friend I met at a house party last year. When i met him for the second time, we were drunk and shared some moments. We were holding hands as he rested on my shoulders. We went to the terrace, gazed at stars and talked for a while. Im a hopeless romantic and the little things make me fold. Ik he was not in the place to be in a relationship and he was talking to his ex back then. Even after knowing that i still confessed because i wanted to get some closure. He lived in a different state so he left. I was miserable but i got through it. I met him again a few days ago, i thought i was over him and nothing really happened. He left again. But we ended up meeting again yesterday. I would have been fine if we maintained some distance. We started watching his favourite show with our faces so close to each other, it was diabolical. Here is when it all came crashing down…I don’t remember the context of the conversation but HE CALLED ME A GOOD GIRL AND PATTED MY HEAD (in a deep voice). I was literally a samsung z flip phone with a million butterflies as my wallpaper. Then we held hands for a long time (/TДT)/ he kept playing with my fingers ╥﹏╥ LORD IM NOT YOUR STRONGEST SOLDIER. We talked all night. We were literally glued to each other. I have never felt that comfortable being so physically close to a man before…. And he left again. The mutual friend said ill never see him again and that was a gut punch. So now I am back to square one…being miserable AGAIN. and i keep wishing to meet him again.

Being down bad for a man was not on my bingo card but here we are ┗( T﹏T )┛

Responses
    gabtito January 20, 2025 3:13 pm

    I really hope he wasn’t just playing with your feelings, it’s happened to me and it’s the worst

    ᥫ᭡陈悦ᥫ᭡ January 20, 2025 3:21 pm

    Are you sure he's not playing with your feelings? Because he thinks you are an easy person ? Don't be offended, I just wrote what I think. From what you experienced, it seems like the guy is just taking advantage of the situation where he knows you still like him.

    Farah farah January 20, 2025 3:34 pm

    I'm not sure what he wants but I know one thing you won't know for the rest of your life if u don't ask and I know it might be hard but If u ever met him again or if u have his contact just ask ,1-u make it official,2- no it was nothing and u can move on

    Dicklodeon January 20, 2025 4:08 pm

    Girl i suppose u alrd read enough toxic BL to know what to do with that kind of ppl

    Farah farah January 20, 2025 5:26 pm
    Girl i suppose u alrd read enough toxic BL to know what to do with that kind of ppl Dicklodeon

    And what do u think she should do ??

    st4rja3 January 20, 2025 5:57 pm

    Mmm be may like you but it seems like he’s got bigger things going in his life and that may be why he hasn’t initiated a relationship or he’s playing with you since you seem to wear your heart on your sleeve some guys will do these things because they like the relationship you give them without the actual status but i hope he likes you and is working on himself before confessing ! Fighting (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    nekoski January 21, 2025 2:45 pm

    Thank you guys for replying. I somehow have more clarity now. I really appreciate all the advices. (⌒▽⌒)

    Farah farah January 21, 2025 8:28 pm

    You're always welcome