Whys she calling herself ugly

I would crawl across molten but also chunky (like those uh half melted chocolate chip icecreams but scalding) sharp glass and go 7 days without food or water and cut off my limbs to be able to talk to her. Like shes the polar opposite of the truck from the 2nd cars movie, the hitler one. Like she works so hard id provide her with sm shit that micheol or smyh never did- id fucking work 20h a day 7days a week if i had to do that to make her happy like why tf does she think of herself as a ratty old woman huh shes not even 40