i hate relationships

ive literally experienced this beforee, like getting broken up with on a special day. honestly, when u realize that u got broken up w in that moment it doesnt really matter to u nd u just expect urself to get over it but then on those late nights it suddenly just hits u that youve actually lost someone in ur life, and u start re-reading your previous conversations, looking at old pictures, indulging in cheesy romance mangas and blasting cigarettes after sex on ur airpods. breaking up with someone over text is hella crazy btw, he couldn't even bother to say how he felt infront of u.

Give yourself some time if you're feeling lost.... it really feels shitty ik you can be as emotional as you want... cry if you want, be angry if you want... and it really doesn't seem like you expected it:(( i hope you feel well.... im sorry I'm not sure what I'm saying

i honestly dont know i knew we were drifting apart bht also like i didnt think he’d do it on his birthday at 2 am like oh!!! thank you so much this means a lot to me though:,) i think im too tired to truly process everything but i know im gonna be a sobbing mess when i wake up

i cant tell whats worse is him breaking up with me on his birthday or him using AI to write the message hahahckjs i didnt think id be this emotional but like wow i dont think he cared about me thankyou so much i just didnt have anyone to turn to </3 i thought if he broke up with me id get over it quickly but i dont think ik gonna be able to do thag tbh