I actually also really love the bottoms story with the ex and how it’s a realistic situation, he’s not hate-able in a cartoon villain way but I just wanna scream at him like why would you do that and get both of you hurt, the pain really hit me there cause if it was established from the start to only be sex partners it’d probably not affect bottom as much but being sex partners but going out and having cute relationship-y moments only to answer “not lovers, that’s for sure” to being asked what are we… like ye it’d send anyone into a downward spiral you don’t even need a dead lifelong crush best friend, and the “he sTarTed lAsHiNg Out at me AfTeR thAt” like no fucking shit bro you got your career boost out of him and didn’t give a shit about how you’re affecting him till it was way too damn late boy bye m(but also he pretty af and I love the greenish tint in the hair, tell me some manhwas with main chara looking like him pls thank)
Okay general story for some reason reminded me of lover boy except less depressing vibes even tho there’s death but anyway (the situations are the problem not some villains, thing?) … okay it was cute enough till first season end and I loooved the sobbing convo and top on his knees and all that heart to heart and getting together after that but then right after it kinda got really messy?/??? Cause bro after all that bottom is still pushing him away and not being vulnerable and cringe with him and on the other hand top is suddenly a sex zombie that jumps to sex at every moment and also apparently zones out and doesn’t hear shit bottom says and then snaps out like “oh sorry was I too harsh did I hurt you are you okay sorry sorry” and yet does it again later, bro how did he go from the overly considerate during sex nice guy to that… I mean sure bottom later says “it’s fine i enjoyed it” every time after but still it doesn’t fix the icky vibe of not listening DURING the act… idk man
But they’re cute at the end when after years every convo isn’t them being an anxious mess anticipating smth bad, they just talk shit out now, and it’s cute how some proposal moment or smth doesn’t happen, they just simply at some point start saying “you’re gonna be the last lover I’m gonna have, I’m not gonna be with anyone after you” and it’s just naturally growing commitment to each other it’s CUTE
But ye I’ve been recommended this so much I think I imagined it to be an extraordinary story and if it was one of the first manhwas I’d read I’d probably be in love too but I guess my rating now is “cute enough” =D