I want to cry and feel sad. Can anyone recommend some heartwrenching BL?

Spinach bouquet (very sweet tbh but made me cry as well)

Spring the color of love

1. https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boy_meets_maria/
2. https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kotaete_my_drifter/
3. https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/solo_for_two_mature/
4. https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/twilight_1/
5. https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/