this comment is gonna be so tmi but i just feel so overwhelmed right now after binging...
i think this is the most i've cried to any manhwa or similar media for a while. tears were streaming down my face every single chapter starting from a certain point. i didn't think i'd like this that much... i think part of it is because i related so hard to woohyun even though our situations are so drastically different. i used to also have these delusions about everyone hating me and being completely alone, or even stuff like different people pretending to be each other just to torment me. i still think that way sometimes (yes i know i need therapy, i'll do that someday when i'm not as distrustful of awful mental health professionals). i even have a loving boyfriend right now who i often distance myself from for no reason. funny thing is, he's also talked about wanting to lock me up in his basement in the past. nothing serious, though. i know he wouldn't go as far as sunwoo went lol. when i was in the middle of reading this, i was honestly overwhelmed from thinking about all my current relationships. i love my boyfriend but i always get scared about how i can be burdensome or how maybe he doesn't really mean it every time he says he loves me. i love my parents even though they've hurt me so much because i know they love me in their own fucked up way. and i think a lot about all the friends i've loved but pushed away because of all my dumb delusions and whatnot... and all the friends i'm still pushing away right now. i even thought about how maybe just ending my life—the "game"—would be easier. i'm glad this manhwa had a happy ending; i was stressed out on the last few chapters wondering if it was gonna get my ass like the novel 'they both die at the end.'
okay, that's the end of my tmi comment. tl;dr i relate hard to woohyun and cried way too much for a dumb yaoi
this comment is gonna be so tmi but i just feel so overwhelmed right now after binging...
i think this is the most i've cried to any manhwa or similar media for a while. tears were streaming down my face every single chapter starting from a certain point. i didn't think i'd like this that much... i think part of it is because i related so hard to woohyun even though our situations are so drastically different. i used to also have these delusions about everyone hating me and being completely alone, or even stuff like different people pretending to be each other just to torment me. i still think that way sometimes (yes i know i need therapy, i'll do that someday when i'm not as distrustful of awful mental health professionals). i even have a loving boyfriend right now who i often distance myself from for no reason. funny thing is, he's also talked about wanting to lock me up in his basement in the past. nothing serious, though. i know he wouldn't go as far as sunwoo went lol. when i was in the middle of reading this, i was honestly overwhelmed from thinking about all my current relationships. i love my boyfriend but i always get scared about how i can be burdensome or how maybe he doesn't really mean it every time he says he loves me. i love my parents even though they've hurt me so much because i know they love me in their own fucked up way. and i think a lot about all the friends i've loved but pushed away because of all my dumb delusions and whatnot... and all the friends i'm still pushing away right now. i even thought about how maybe just ending my life—the "game"—would be easier. i'm glad this manhwa had a happy ending; i was stressed out on the last few chapters wondering if it was gonna get my ass like the novel 'they both die at the end.'
okay, that's the end of my tmi comment. tl;dr i relate hard to woohyun and cried way too much for a dumb yaoi