Omg that's terrible. I'm sorry you went through that.
he should have stopped before it bled, it's not even supposed to hurt (slow and rests until it doesn't)
I'm not sure if it means anything from a random person but you deserve better. hugs.
I feel you. How scary it is to get yr h0l3 torn. Tbh never experienced it but, i get how scary it is....n plus when it bleeds it hurts a lot i can tell, actually it jst need lots of preparation n stuffs b4 actually thrusting it. Yk what fck him cuz he didnt even consoder of stopping, being the 'receiver' is though, stay strong dear, u deserve better :(
Gives me trauma when my asshole tore apart and it started bleeding but he didnt want to stop so I just muffled my voice in the pillow and cried till he finished inside me. Ghosted him then blocked him after he started calling me during class. Thinking about it now seems like it was a long time ago but it was literally less than a year ago...