Completely out of topic but

Have yall ever read a manga where there was three friends, one of them have crush to the other, but the third friend convincing him that his feeling was disgusting cus they all are boys, only to finds out years later that the third friend was also in love with the same boy, and convincing him of homophobia shit was just his way to get him out of the competition and have the friend all for himself?

I believe it was my very first BL manga i just want to re-live the depression.