The 3rd story is very similar to me, I was always jealous of my partner's ex to the point being toxic and only having arguments. Relationship was only misery and insecurity. In addition, the bullying I endured for being chubby was not helpful; I hated my body so much to the point of not being able to look at myself in a mirror; I never wanted to be with any of my past partners, but out of jealousy and fear of being alone, I did it. I was so pathetic that I accepted to be the girlfriend of a guy who got rejected by one friend who I was jealous of, I never forget what he said to me one time when we had an argument "you're the worst second choice I ever made", I had no excuse I choose out of my will to be toxic and I hated myself so much for years to the point of being suicidal. I lost a lot of weight . but now I'm doing alright, I got to therapy and now I have good friends, it still difficult for me like my body, but I'm doing my best to not be too hateful about it and take it easy. so yeah when I started the 3rd story, I got a painful flashback, I'm not sure if I'll be able reading it.
The 3rd story is very similar to me, I was always jealous of my partner's ex to the point being toxic and only having arguments. Relationship was only misery and insecurity.
In addition, the bullying I endured for being chubby was not helpful; I hated my body so much to the point of not being able to look at myself in a mirror; I never wanted to be with any of my past partners, but out of jealousy and fear of being alone, I did it.
I was so pathetic that I accepted to be the girlfriend of a guy who got rejected by one friend who I was jealous of, I never forget what he said to me one time when we had an argument "you're the worst second choice I ever made", I had no excuse I choose out of my will to be toxic and I hated myself so much for years to the point of being suicidal. I lost a lot of weight .
but now I'm doing alright, I got to therapy and now I have good friends, it still difficult for me like my body, but I'm doing my best to not be too hateful about it and take it easy.
so yeah when I started the 3rd story, I got a painful flashback, I'm not sure if I'll be able reading it.