I re-read this for maybe the 5th time or more and I'm still crying so hard. And I think that what makes it even sadder is the fact that they ALL are miserable at the end. Obviously, Zhishu is the saddest one, he was betrayed by his lover AND he left aside his family and his dream, just to be treated like shit by his lover AND BE SICK AND DIE?! (Like... that's too much for one poor soul)! Even that f*cking cheater makes me sad because he'll have to live with the pain and the regrets of being responsible for the death of his lover of 10+ years. And for his mistress, he was in love before knowing that his lover was "married" and he couldn't stop to love him even after learning the truth ; and even if he was such an as*hole for confronting poor Zhishu, he didn't deserve to die like that. I wish nobody died in that story. ╥﹏╥ And Doctor Ai obviously makes me cry too, like... no one ends up not tragically and even if I KNOW this is a fiction, it's painful because it's such a well written story and it definitely happened and will happen again and again to a lot a real people. ┗( T﹏T )┛
I re-read this for maybe the 5th time or more and I'm still crying so hard. And I think that what makes it even sadder is the fact that they ALL are miserable at the end. Obviously, Zhishu is the saddest one, he was betrayed by his lover AND he left aside his family and his dream, just to be treated like shit by his lover AND BE SICK AND DIE?! (Like... that's too much for one poor soul)!
Even that f*cking cheater makes me sad because he'll have to live with the pain and the regrets of being responsible for the death of his lover of 10+ years. And for his mistress, he was in love before knowing that his lover was "married" and he couldn't stop to love him even after learning the truth ; and even if he was such an as*hole for confronting poor Zhishu, he didn't deserve to die like that. I wish nobody died in that story. ╥﹏╥
And Doctor Ai obviously makes me cry too, like... no one ends up not tragically and even if I KNOW this is a fiction, it's painful because it's such a well written story and it definitely happened and will happen again and again to a lot a real people. ┗( T﹏T )┛