so i have questions:

Sakuya--- January 11, 2025 4:06 pm

1. did muwan develop feelings for wuyi as wuyi or is it bc he's juhee lookalike?

2. does muwan not like wuyi at first bc he's juhee lookalike or bc he reminds him of juhee & his feels for him?

3. does wuyi really remind muwan of his ex the whole time or is it just that one time when he got wasted? if he does, what about the times where muwan helped with wuyi's situation?

4. if muwan started to get the feels for wuyi at the time he mentioned, why did he agree for wuyi to be juhee stand-in? is it bc he still didn't realize his feelings that time, thinking he still feels for juhee; or is he dishonest/in denial but wants to be with wuyi bc he unknowingly fell for him and this is the perfect excuse to hold onto him; or is it bc he really is a juhee lookalike at that time (means he sees his ex instead of wuyi when they make out)?

5. but muwan said he began to fell for wuyi that time, so is the reason why everytime they met after that arrangement of them as "stand-in lovers" where muwan would immediately kiss and corner wuyi is bc he genuinely feels for wuyi and wants to do that with wuyi or bc he's a juhee lookalike (means he sees his ex instead of wuyi when they make out)?

6. also, why juhee stand-in if muwan was actually trying to get over juhee? i dont think being with someone that reminds them of their ex is a proper way to get over them, unless they're still clinging onto them subc. or is he just playing along with wuyi, tempted, and found this as a perfect and justifiable reason to be with him?

7. i know i already asked this again and again in different sentence structures but is muwan and wuyi's makeiut sessions genuinely contains muwan with wuyi and not with juhee in muwan's mind or is it the other way around, since he kept saying he used wuyi as his ex's replacement?

8. what does muwan mean about using wuyi as ex's replacement? is it when he got wasted and did their first deed, or is it abt the whole time they're together? if it's the latter then i, as a reader, didn't sense and it was never shown that wuyi is just a replacement ever since they became pretend-lovers, making that label pointless. or did the point went over my head?

9. when muwan rejected juhee, he said if they date again, they'll suffer and be hurt abt the same thing again. does this imply that if that obstacle is resolved, it's possible for them to date again, but bc that obstacle is still there and always be there, it makes wuyi the better choice? or am i oa and muwan just genuinely loves wuyi now, thus his end of choice?

10. also, why is muwan making choices in the first place if he already loves wuyi and was already trying to get over juhee? is their meeting really just for proper closure or is it to get back together but bc muwan realized his feelings for wuyi mid-meetings, he backed down and chose wuyi? or is this misinterpretation and muwan is really on set abt ending things with juhee?

11. but why did muwan want to end things with wuyi after knowing that juhee is alive? is it bc he wants to get back with juhee or is it bc it's unnecessary since the real ex is alive? but that doesn't explain his later explanations and behaviors. or is it bc wuyi is not a stand-in for him anymore, or he realized this is all bs and wants to reset their relationship, or he just wants to stop their relationship altogether?

12. is it just me or did the whole wuyi as ex's replacement became bull when muwan said he was "actually trying to get over juhee even before meeting wuyi" like why did you enter thus relationship if you're trying to get over him?

i want ask more but im running out of words (ಥ◡ಥ)

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