Its just my interpretation after reading the ln....1rst time Noah met Esther in his dreams he was just waithing for his death ( and whrn he saw what happened to her he was " glad " to see someone suffering more than him, but seeing it days after days what she suffered for years and was holding on she became his light anf he felt in love, and decided to live only for her....i know all his 1rst apparitions are bads but I find him cute....
After what I will say can seem strange I think the Goddess wanted them to be together ( and no the Goddess isn't a bad kne and never ignored Esther, it's just cause of the promise her power were almost sealed jn the temple she could have helped Esther if she had pry fir her but well she never did it).
Is it me or am I witnessing obsession from Noah. To the point he decide to up and move in where she is staying at. Furthermore where does that love come from? Is it because she the next saintess? Is it because she can heal him? I get he been watching over her but there's nothing in seeing someone extremely haggard, wanting to die, or dying for the first 13 times. I don't hate him, but I also cant bring myself to like him as a ml. It feels like everything he does is excessive with no meaning behind to why he love her or want her this badly.