Sending telepathical love and thanks to the author

I couldn't find a nickname January 11, 2025 10:11 am

Okay, I just finished this manhwa and it's 2 a.m.
I've gotta talk about this, so this is gonna be sooo long. If anyone sees this or even has the patience to read this, just bare with me, okay? I've GOTTA TALK ABOUT THIS.
So, yeah, it was a great manhwa, one of the few that I kept reading nonstop till the end(even tho I'm kind of a person that loses interest and focus in things quite often, probably because of adhd, idk). I'm gonna be honest, I don't usually read straight romance manhwas/mangas/manhuas. The ones I'm currently interested in and reading are "Under the oak tree", "Baby prisoner in the winter castle", "How to perfectly end a contract marriage" and "Veil". I finished reading this manhwa, so I didn't include it above, obviously.(Why did I even write this?...)
Anyways, I think I saw this manhwa on Instagram, "a girl got hit by a truck(aka the legendary truck-kun) and was isekai'd into the novel she was reading, she was in love, and also obsessed with a side character who was a prince from that novel, so she was determined to make him happy, and that prince was able to hear her thoughts about him", I saw somebody's comment saying "the prince also falls for her, there is a war, too, etc". So I decided to take a look at it. At the beginning I thought it was like a comedy or slice of life manhwa. I mean, it was kinda like that until the war. Things really got dark during the war and after the war. I mean it was already messed up from the beginning, but so much as the later events.
My favorite characters other than the main characters were probably Benji, Lady Isabella and her maid(I kinda liked her more than Isabella), Isak, Goddess Turga, Lady Priscilla and Snow. (Umm... almost everyone-) I loved their backstories and the tragedies they experienced(well, except for Goddess Turga, Lady Isabella and her maid).
One of the things I liked about this manhwa was how the characters were written/explained in details. How the author made it impossible for me to absolutely hate someone(okay, maybe not really, I think I might hate the emperor to death). The crimson-eyed siblings, Heron and Siena were terrible kids, they killed people as if they were insects, but they loved each other and their mother, at the very least. I never wished their deaths. The mental state Heron ended up in after his sister's and mother's death made me feel so bad for them, he still begged to be allowed to bury his sister's ashes. Lady Priscilla probably had many people's blood on her hands, too, just like most of the characters. She even killed an innocent kid, watched another kid's dying. But I adored her. I wish her life wasn't as miserable as it was. She probably got her karma, and died from a painful stab. I didn't really like Lady Deloah that much, since the first time I saw her, I knew she was gonna be up to no good. But she was so beautiful and pure looking that I hoped she would stay like that and wouldn't get any blood on her hands, but she did by getting Lady Priscilla and many others killed by the emperor because she kept messing with his mental state. The emperor became insane because of Lady Deloah so that's why I'm having a conflict with myself about whether I should hate the emperor or not. Then I think to myself like "nah,you know what, fuck it, he was an unreasonable bastard even before becoming mentally unstable". But maybe, he was once an innocent kid who got dragged into the royal scheme.
Also I'll admit that I cried a few times. To be honest, I already forgot which chapters made me emotional and cry. But I remember the chapter I cried the most and my eyes still hurt from all that crying. The chapter 125. The panels where Snow's past was shown. I don't know, maybe I'm an emotionally unstable mess. Seeing how defeated the legendary knight/commander Snow looked when he stood before his deceased wife and crying daughter was already an arrow to the heart, but seeing his love for his wife? That was too much for me too handle. I burst into tears. He talked to Tasha's portrait, and there was a chair, maybe I'm interpreting this but he probably sat there and talked with Tasha for hours, right? No matter how long time passed since his wife's death, he still wore his ring. He personally took care of the tulips because it was his wife's favorite flower. Joe was right, he is indeed romantic. Starting from that chapter, every time I saw Snow, I couldn't hold my tears. I really wanted him and his daughter to talk with each other and start to get along well, and then Lady Priscilla got killed, Snow lost his daughter, too. In the chapter 137 where his mansion were attacked and burned, when he was losing blood, in the edge of death, he started hallucinating. He saw his daughter and wife, how happy they were. He went to his wife's portrait. To die beside it. The mansion where he lived with his wife and daughter, the tulips his wife loved, I hoped I'd get to see them restored. I'll go back read those chapters again to cry more after I finish writing this.
Anyways, the ending was too rushed in my opinion, like wdym after reading all those 145 chapters, I didn't even get to see Joe and Kyle's children? I wonder how many children they would have had (▰˘◡˘▰). I wanted to see Benji settling down with someone. Benji was my most beloved. He was such a loyal, noble and kind gentleman. I wish there were some side stories...
Also, the manhwa had so many potentially bisexuals, gays and lesbians lol, I loved itttt (≧∇≦). There was even a gay couple, I wish I could see them more.
Btw, who and wtf was Inertia?(I might've wrote this wrong). Bro even blocked us from seeing the deedsヽ(`Д´)ノ But at least, we got to see young Snow because of that. He was so handsome(even when he was a grandpa) it's obvious who Kyle got his looks from.
I wonder if I forgot to write anything else. I guess I even gave tmi, idk, I'm too sleepy to care, ngl.

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