I hope the revenge part will be satisfying enough for me to forget this

unfortunately it’s not very satisfying

Damn now I’m debating on continuing or not. Any spoiler?

So I spoiler myself on novelupdate and it’s truly not satisfying as you said…

I wished the author made Raymond’s revenge more exciting, some spoiler is that Raymond continues getting graped and I’ve heard that he ultimately ends up with Jerome. (Hugh and George both die though, but not in a very satisfying way )