... ༎‿༎ I just... I have a lot of feelings This story really made me reflect on how painful revenge is. My chest felt so heavy, my heart felt like a stone it was almost hard to breath I was so sad. Even though the villains were despicable, I found my heart sinking along with them as their punishments were revealed to them. They were perfect for them, tailor made worst nightmares. In the end, others' pain really is hard to watch when you know where it comes from. Maybe that's an inevitable part of revenge. You know your enemy enough to know their nightmares, you know what scares them and why and now you have to go use it on them. Maybe it's important too, it's proper and stuff to not just thoughtlessly use people's pain as a weapon, but to have to cut yourself as you use it knowing where it came from. (Except the Prince, I can admit to feeling bad too, but I can't allow myself to feel bad, because he was vile). Uhhhh too many feelings, ramble ramble, my binge was long I just needed a place to vent goodnight now.
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I just... I have a lot of feelings
This story really made me reflect on how painful revenge is. My chest felt so heavy, my heart felt like a stone it was almost hard to breath I was so sad. Even though the villains were despicable, I found my heart sinking along with them as their punishments were revealed to them. They were perfect for them, tailor made worst nightmares. In the end, others' pain really is hard to watch when you know where it comes from. Maybe that's an inevitable part of revenge. You know your enemy enough to know their nightmares, you know what scares them and why and now you have to go use it on them. Maybe it's important too, it's proper and stuff to not just thoughtlessly use people's pain as a weapon, but to have to cut yourself as you use it knowing where it came from. (Except the Prince, I can admit to feeling bad too, but I can't allow myself to feel bad, because he was vile).
Uhhhh too many feelings, ramble ramble, my binge was long I just needed a place to vent goodnight now.