Nth really, 4 seasons in and neither of them are close to acknowledging actual possibility of "feelings" cuz Ilay is stupid to emotions and is possessive af while taeui simply can't comprehend ilay having such emotions so we're stuck in a they're kill for each other but are too emotionally dumb to realise why
If a moody psycho killer like him acted that way. I doubt I would believe he had a pure love for me either. The seme is a dumbass, but the uke isn't (emotionally). He even notices subtleties and thinks "it don't make sense but.....do this psycho like me?". Then he changes his mind when his neck gets grabbed, recalling his life is threatened, or someone's head gets bashed in cuz of a mood swing etc
maybe skip some chapters. But it's kind of like an action, psychological, thriller cuz the MC's man is fundamentally an irredeemable bad person. If you want a pure romance, you prob wont like it
Personally, I kept reading cuz the action was great and it was fun wondering what would happen next.
I started reading and got to like chapter 20 but it got kind of boring for me
can someone provide a summary and any reason why I should keep reading it