a feeble cry for hel(l/p)

joyous evening to all! ^_^

please any BL/yaoi recs that are mature, adult, well written characters and plot, with realistic body sizes for uke and seme (+1 if buff uke ;))
- preferably underrated & manga or not as recent as i fear ive scoured em all (⊙…⊙ )

i feel like buff ukes are in a recession period or is that js me… i cant find anything good recently T_T