it worst , the uke had crush on the seme but he blamed him for having feminine appearance and he had some internalized homophobia blaming his own insecurities on the seme , and gang raped him with other classmates of his , then took pictures to blackmail the seme and he left him tied up after the gangrape and the security of the school found him, then the seme mother know what happened to her son and fall into mental illness cuz of if , the uke also seem to have amnesia and lost whole year memory from his middle school , and doesnt even know what he did to the seme , the seme will keep torturing him to trigger his memories back , but till end the uke wouldn't remember but cuz of Stockholm syndrome , he will come to accept that their no way the seme would do all that to him , if he wasn't guilty of something , and actually grow attached to the seme , and it seem like the seme face actually the uke type but he refuse his own feeling cuz he homophobe.
this like summary some details might be inaccurate but the overall picture is this cuz I read through most the chapters of the novel with out focusing on the details
seeing spoilers made me understand why it's also called walk in my shoes